Nanny's birthday...

I'm pretty sure it's today. I always got it confused. That makes me so mad... I can't even remember her birthday! What's wrong with me? I've been feeling really down in the dumps lately and I have been thinking about her a lot. I miss her SO much. She passed away January 2003... only 64 years old. She wasn't supposed to go that young...I remember always thinking how lucky I was to have young grandparents cause I knew they'd be around FOREVER...I lost my grampy at 54 (in 1993) and then 10 years later my Nanny. It's not fair. She was supposed to see me get married...she was supposed to meet her great granddaughter...she was supposed to celebrate her 70th birthday this year. I miss her... so much...